May 12, 2013

원점으로 (Back to Square One) - 2PM

또다시 원점으로 너에게 반했던 첨으로
돌아간 것 같은 널 보며 답답해하고 있는 나
아무것도 모른 척 한숨 쉬는 나를 못 본 척
그저 웃고 있는 널 보며 어이가 없어 괜한 웃음만 나와
니 머릿속에 지우개 매번 이렇게 나에게만 쓰고 있는 건지
심장이 뛰고 널 향해 뛰어도 또 제자리인데 매일 그대로인데
넌 왜 빙긋빙긋 웃기만 해
대답 않고 빙글빙글 돌리기만 해
너 말고 다른 누구에게도 내사랑 줄 수 없는데
조금만 더 다가와주면 안되니
니 맘을 내게 다 주면 안되니
이젠 나의 사랑이 다시 첨으로 원점으로 돌아가지 않기를
좀 나아질 것 같다가 다시 차가워지는 너를
오늘도 어쩔 수가 없이 보내고 마는 내 자신이 싫어
이제는 너를 지울래 매번 이렇게 다짐 해봐도 안 되는 건지
시간이 흘러 며칠이 지나도 또 제자리인데 계속 그대로인데
너 없는 내 삶 주인 없는 아바타 같지
아무것도 모른 척 웃지마 지쳤어 밀고 당기기
I need you I miss you 유치한 말 밖에 what should I do 
남자답게 널 잡고 싶어 이젠 please let me love you
(you make me crazy) I wanna feel your love 
(you make me crazy) 내게 기횔 줄래 
(you make me crazy) Can’t you feel my heart? 
Feel my heart?

About
I am Shawn Park, a co-founder of Ego, a UI guru, a K-pop maniac, and a critical narcissist. I love my UI designs, which I call an embodiment of myself, but at the same time I don't hesitate to tear them down. The moment I hate the most is when I scrap my design that I have worked on for weeks, but it eventually becomes the moment I love when it opens up to a whole new world of design. (which might be scrapped some time later to pave way for others.) Aside from design, I spend my time with friends, listening to music and singing, and contemplating.
UI design is my hobby and my passion. As such, I have been making websites for over a decade - outside of class or work - just for fun. In particular, I am the lead web designer for K-pop convention 2013 held at UC Berkeley hosted by K-popular (www.kpopcon.com) and CET 2.0, virtual entrepreneurship center currently being developed by Center for Entrepreneurship and Technology at UC Berkeley. My expertise is in HTML 5, CSS 3, and Javascript. I have also taken various positions in journalism, including a vice president position in Seoul Foreign Language High School Union Newspaper and a founder of an online essay forum Essay Playground.
I am currently in charge of UI design and business strategy for Ego, an internet-based startup started by me and my two other friends in UC Berkeley. In a nutshell, Ego is a personalized news community that allows users to receive and discuss information related to their interests. We started working on Ego with just a scribble in our notebooks because of our sheer pain in keeping up with our interests. After doing some initial work, we started a student-run course (DeCal) in which 10 students collaborated on making Ego. Ego is now a full-fledged web application with most of the features implemented. For more information, please visit http://www.egodecal.com
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Shawn Park
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Ego
Dec 2011 - Present
Founded Ego, a personalized news community that allows users to receive and discuss information related to their interests much easier and faster than ever. In charge of UI Design and Development for both desktop and mobile version of the website, using PHP, jQuery, HTML 5, and CSS 3.
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CET 2.0
Jan 2013 - Present
Currently developing a new website for CET (Center for Entrepreneurship and Technology at Berkeley) that emphasizes more social interactions among three stakeholders: the students, the industry, and the university.
Kpopcon 13'
Sep 2012 - Feb 2013
In charge of creating and administrating a website for Kpopcon 2013, a K-pop convention hosted in UC Berkeley by UC Berkeley K-pop club K-popular.
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"You never know whether it's a head or a tail until you toss the coin."
"Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life."
- Steve Jobs
"The purpose of testing is not to prove the interface, but to improve it."
"One committed member is better than a hundred reluctant geniuses."
"9 out of 10, things will NOT go along with your expectations. Be ready for anomalies. Embrace them and exploit them."
"I am the State."
- Louis XIV
"Que Sera Sera - Whatever will be will be"
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